Starting point…

As all people we all have dreams, but most of us at some point our life we decide to not act on them, because usually what happens is we just grow up and get a job. I do believe that dreams come true, I have seen them with my own eyes. It happen to one of my ex friends back in elementary school. However I always asked myself would I be happy if it happened to me?

As of right now, I’m lost again. I don’t know what I wanna be. Just the thought of that gives me anxiety and a self of disappointment. I’m that kind of person that always looked out for other people but not themselves. Maybe I’m to much of a empath, I wonder…if anything I did in life would of changed my outcome of what I am today. Probably shouldn’t think about that to much, although I really do think a lot about it. I shouldn’t care what other people think about me or my work, however I do and I believe Its nothing to be ashamed of. I do believe that if I would chase my dream it would come true. So, I decided to try it, why not…I can always get a normal job if my dream doesn’t work out. Although, what if you don’t have a dream?

What happens then?… well first of people will think you are weird which is fine let them assume that way. It is okay to not have a dream, you don’t need one to live your life and if someone says otherwise they are dead wrong. Live your life how you want you only get one anyway.

This is a starting point in my life…I like writing, I may not be good at it, but I always wanted to try it. As a toddler I used to write a diary, it helped me whit my thoughts a lot. I always struggled to express myself while speaking, so now after 12 years, I decided why not write a blog and express how I feel like. Maybe someone in this world feels the same as I do. I am not good at English grammar, however I want to write in this language so, that more people will understand it. Moreover, I want to create something that people will enjoy, like a story about a women that found herself and by that I don’t mean the cliché story about finding the man of her dreams. My story will have a deeper meaning, a understanding that will be foretold and implicated by her own actions.

I don’t have much experiences with writing. As I write I will learn more and more, which I’m looking forward to it.